halo my dear blog..it has been so long since i made used of u..haha..welll i guess i jz need a place to jot down some tots..
i miss being a student..i miss wearing sch uniform and carrying my backpack..i hate being an adult (partly due to the overly expensive transport fees).i miss the route i took when i go to sch each day..i miss my classmates.i guess i am too used seeing them almost everyday tt i jz miss being with them so much..i cant deny tt it's because of my wonderful classmates which make me treasure every sch day and faithfully go to sch..i hope tt we will really not lose contact..haha..let's make an effort to meet up often k?
suddenly everything just becomes so real..guys going into army with some not coping well and frens leaving singapore to further their studies..cant our lives be simple and happy..haha.
i dun wan to be jealous of others..i wan to live my life to the fullest..haha..but i guess i am not doing anything much to make it happen..someone pls urge me to do something bout my empty life..haha.wat do i really wan to pursue?how can i let my dreams come true..
btw i am taking jap now..rather interesting..but i am rather lazy to practise more..haha..where is the usual fangling who quite enjoy studying..haha..
love love

AHHHH.i hate my life now..so stressful and tiring..i kinda wake up in fear almost everyday cos i know i have so much to do and have so little time..rahh..the fear of not able to finish wat i planned to do..i am feeling so discouraged too.jz felt tt no matter wat i do i still wun do well.how?!i dun have time..i need miracle to happen.it's diff to put how i feel in words..BUT I'M STRESSED..WAHAHA

oh freak i'm raining

i was smiling to slp this morning, recieving all the 'happy birthday' and blessing frm all the ppl who remembered my birthday..haha..
i went to ZOO.yes it's singapore zoological garden..haha.it has been so long since i went to the zoo.so i decided to do something special on the impt 18th yr of my life..haha..i went with tj louise aidil and augustine..haha..i had lots of fun looking at all the animals.blah blah blah..haha..and i hope all of them had fun too..haha.we walked for quite long lo..haha..frm 10.30 to about 2pm..haha..we have strong legs..haha..well i tink the WHITE tigers had made the greatest impression on me cos they really look so pretty and wow..haha.the elephant show was very nice too..haha..our lunch was KFC.and had ben and jerry for dessert..haha..yum yum yum..shall put up some pics once i get hold of them..gee.i love the ZOO.wahaha.
went to my grandma house in the evening..haha..got ba zhang to eat.i love my grandma's ba zhang.it's the best in tho world.i ate quite a few..so feeling quite fat and guilty now..opps..shall go on a diet tml..haha..had cake too..but i purposely choose something without cream..haha..but well my hair got messed up instead..haha..i feel fortunate to have my aunties uncles and cousins to celebrate my bdae with..gee
aidil gave me this cd with a video which he made it himself..i am really touched..haha..really brought back alot of my memories..haha..i mz admit tt i almost cried..thank u so much aidil!!!=)and we will remain friends forever!!!gee

thank u:
louise!
tianju!
aidil!
augustine!!
khairy
jiamin
erwin
jongling
jieli
kimberly
mengqi
shihua
zhiqi
jiayue
cindy
claire
tammie
brian
xiner
kat
ah poh
yuhan
beatrix
wanting
yuetfang
jane
peirong
joel
hongyu
weijun
for remembering and giving me all ur blessings.u ppl really make my day=)=)

had a few disappointment today..but i am not going to let them affect my day..i am happy!!!gee.

i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo.gee.

i'm lucky to have u.thank u for doing so much for me.

i'm a nerd

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 DAYS TIME.haha..cant help but feeling abit excited bout it..although i still have no idea how am i going to celebrate my bdae but i am excited bout being 18..haha.."shi ba yi duo hua"(you will be a flower when u turn 18).means i will be a pretty gal..WAHAHA.amd i moe i will be going to the zoo.YIPPEE.cant wait to see how much have the zoo changes and the animals..haha..


went for cip at the singapore sci centre last wed and thurs..although i din manage to help much during the DNA lessons i enjoyed myself doing all the random stuff and toking to beatrix yinzhen augustine and the ppl working there..haha..their working environment is rather relax and stressless..they are also very friendly and crazy..haha..we also have 5 dollars MCdonalds vouncher each day..haha..


12 more days to sch reopen..haha..i still have alot of work and revision to do la..rahh..was rushing through my work today..i'm having backache for sitting at my table for so long..hahahaha..sld i finish my revision or finish my work first?haha..GANBATTE.


anw.HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLING and all the GEMINIs in the world..haha..love love

oh no i forget wat i wan to blog bout..haha..my sis jz came home..she is complaining to my dad bout how horrible and rude taxi driver was..haha..so funny.maybe she will get wrinkles soon.haha..if she read this entry she is so going to kill me la..
i'm rather broke le la.i'm eating into my savings.my savings which i wan to shop wif..rahh..wanted to shop badly..but since i am broke now, i no longer feel excited bout it le la..rahh..FOOD IS SO COSTLY.no wonder so many ppl in the world are still live in poverty..haha..

dun ask me anything.
and i noe u prolly wun read this...

do u wan to tok to me?are u unhappy wif me?are u jz tired?tell me if u wan to be left alone.tell me if u are unhappy.tell me wat sld i do now..rahh.i feel so ignored and helpless.